I've got a crush....
Hi everyone...
Well, it's been so long since I've been on here. I'd like to say I've changed, a lot but I'm not quite sure myself. however, there is something I want to talk about in this post. It's about... crush. Well, what about crush? Crush is a term to describe someone that you like. Unfortunately for you, you're not sure he or she likes you back. But, you still like them. How? Why? Why oh why does this crush exist?
It's so frustrating, isn't it? you keep on glancing at your phone, waiting for a call, heck a text even! You're just anxiously waiting for a reply for your text.. if you even have the guts to text him/her. Sometimes, you just have to watch them from a far, WAITING for them to notice you... but they never did. They never do.
Oh! It gets better. It always gets better. The person you have a crush on? They're your friend..or even better, your best friend! You have to see them everyday but you have to keep this feeling inside you because you know, that if you let your feelings out, your friendship's gone. And then you'll wonder to yourself, "I'm the one who caused this. Damn it. I shouldn't have said anything."
Or! It goes another way and you don't say anything. But then they say they have a crush on someone. And you're gonna be there hoping "please be me..please let it be me". But then, it will never be you, won't it? It' always the others, but never you. They'll even notice your other best friend, just not you. And then they'll tell you about their crush and how pretty they are, how smart the are, how perfect they are. And you just sit there, wondering if you say something about your feelings, would it be different? But it will turn out bad, wouldn't it? So one way or another, you and your crush would never be together.
And it goes over and over and over again. They get a new crush, they tell you about him/her and you listen. And you torture yourself to listen through it. If you're nice, you even give advices! That's crush for me. And it will just crush me. So, let's just forget on crushes. You can still crush on someone, no harm in that. Not for me, though. I had enough.
I guess that's the end of my.. rant? Until next time.
Love,
Nina
Well, it's been so long since I've been on here. I'd like to say I've changed, a lot but I'm not quite sure myself. however, there is something I want to talk about in this post. It's about... crush. Well, what about crush? Crush is a term to describe someone that you like. Unfortunately for you, you're not sure he or she likes you back. But, you still like them. How? Why? Why oh why does this crush exist?
It's so frustrating, isn't it? you keep on glancing at your phone, waiting for a call, heck a text even! You're just anxiously waiting for a reply for your text.. if you even have the guts to text him/her. Sometimes, you just have to watch them from a far, WAITING for them to notice you... but they never did. They never do.
Oh! It gets better. It always gets better. The person you have a crush on? They're your friend..or even better, your best friend! You have to see them everyday but you have to keep this feeling inside you because you know, that if you let your feelings out, your friendship's gone. And then you'll wonder to yourself, "I'm the one who caused this. Damn it. I shouldn't have said anything."
Or! It goes another way and you don't say anything. But then they say they have a crush on someone. And you're gonna be there hoping "please be me..please let it be me". But then, it will never be you, won't it? It' always the others, but never you. They'll even notice your other best friend, just not you. And then they'll tell you about their crush and how pretty they are, how smart the are, how perfect they are. And you just sit there, wondering if you say something about your feelings, would it be different? But it will turn out bad, wouldn't it? So one way or another, you and your crush would never be together.
And it goes over and over and over again. They get a new crush, they tell you about him/her and you listen. And you torture yourself to listen through it. If you're nice, you even give advices! That's crush for me. And it will just crush me. So, let's just forget on crushes. You can still crush on someone, no harm in that. Not for me, though. I had enough.
I guess that's the end of my.. rant? Until next time.
Love,
Nina
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