Snippet of my random story

Hey guys! So, I was browsing through my computer documents, and I found the file where I keep my sotry ideas when they come at random times. I wanted to post one of my ideas and let people read some of my stuff (though it's realllllyyyyy bad). This was the last story I wrote which was on 2017. Compared to the short story that I posted before, I think this is better. No? Well, I'm trying to improve myself here so don't be too harsh. Let me know what you think of it okay?

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CHEAT

“Oh my god…,” I gasped out as I saw my boyfriend and my cousin together at the coffee house, being all friendly. Suddenly, my cousin, Andrea, got up and kissed him on the lips. I couldn’t contain my feelings anymore. I stepped back a few steps before turning around and running away from the scene.

Why would they do that to me? Am I not worthy enough for him? She’s my cousin for goodness sake! Well, she is prettier than me. All those thoughts came into my mind and I looked down at my body. No wonder he wants Andy. Look at me! I’m fat and ugly. “You’re right. You’re fat. Ugly. Mark doesn’t want you because of that. You should just die. You’re not worthy of living in this world”

No! I can’t do this. I’m strong. I won’t cut. “Hahahahaha! What do you mean you’re strong? You’re just a pathetic little girl. A little girl who got cheated on by her boyfriend of 5 years.” Deciding to listen to the voices in my head, I went into the bathroom. They’re right. I’m not worth of this world. It hurts so much. The pain of betrayal. I… I can’t take this anymore.

I just want to feel something else other than this pain in my heart, I thought as I watched my blood slowly drip down my arm. It was fascinating, really. To know that I’m not just flesh and that there’s something inside me. “Babe, I’m home,” I heard him call out. No, he can’t see me like his. Again. He’ll hate me forever. “I’m in the bathroom! Wait a sec,” I responded.

Ouch. My arms hurt like hell. At least I know that I can feel something else other than the ache in my heart. “What are you doing in there honey? It’s taking so long I’m getting quite worried,” he asked from outside the bathroom door. “I just have a really bad stomach ache,” I answered as I finished cleaning up. I went outside the bathroom and saw his worried expression. Is he actually worried about me?

“Are you pregnant? Is that why your stomach is hurting?” he asked with a restless emotion. Of course. If I’m pregnant he can’t break up with me and be with Andy. “So what if I’m pregnant Mark?” I asked to see his reaction. As expected, he would freak out. “ Liv, baby, are you sure you’re pregnant? Please tell me you’re joking,” he asked, his face went as pale as a ghost. I knew he didn’t care. “I’m not, Mark. I was just asking. I had a bad sushi, I guess,” I told him. 

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So, that's it! Thank you for reading! Till next time.

Love,

Nina